Often
I feel out of place here. As one approaches the facility, the forbidding “Zeto”
[Zero Tolerance] sign-boards are compelling reminders of the purpose for the
construction—to be a petrochemical plant. As it is, each time I come here, I
see progress because new structures are sprouting up. What colours this place
is not just the rusty brown dust of construction but rather functionality.
Everyone here has a role to play—get this complex up and running.
Here
I am, like feeling useless. Who needs God here?
If
we buy into this functionality, that is, getting the job done, then it is
straightforward, nothing more than that. When a worker dies, it would appear
that he had died in the course of duty. There is nothing after the formality of
repatriation, is there? The fact is, no matter how much we comply with this
“Zeto” policies, there will be casualties and in the bigger picture, an
accidental death is no more than a unfortunate statistic marring a perfect
zero-accident count.
The
question is, is there more to life than just being functional?
Today,
coincidentally, is the feast of St Therese of Lisieux. If evaluated by
functionality, she would rank as nothing for her entire short life was spent
intramural—behind the walls of a convent. And yet, she was proclaimed by Pope
Pius XI as the Patroness of the Missions, alongside St Francis Xavier, whom we
know to be the tireless Jesuit missionary of the East.
Where
is the fairness? Whereas St Francis Xavier braved heat, hostility and
exhaustion, here is someone who did not step beyond the convent walls and yet
given the title, Patroness of the Missions. Life seems unfair.
Furthermore,
we witness such unfairness regularly in the distribution of natural disasters.
They appear to strike some countries more than others. Never mind that climate
change could be a result of our sinful behaviour. Or some families look like
they bear a bigger share of disability in their offsprings.
Easily
we transpose this as God’s unfairness.
But
the 1st Reading reminds us that God is always just. He may come across as
unfair. Thus, to lament that God is unfair is actually unfair to God. For
example, how have we treated the environment that nature does not strike back
at us The environmental degradation—a form of sinful behaviour—will have an
impact on our health. Moreover, our sedentary lifestyle coupled with
overconsumption will have a deleterious effect on us. God is not unfair.
Instead we are largely to be blamed for some of the bad things that happen to
us.
We
need to correct the misconception that God is not fair. Now, coming back to the
case of St Therese, the reason for granting her the title of the Patroness of
the Missions is because of what she said: “I will spend my heaven doing
good on earth”. This desire at the end of her life was a culmination of
an experience she had at 14, whilst praying at the Cathedral of Lisieux: “...looking
at a picture of Our Lord on the Cross, I was struck by the blood flowing from
one of the divine hands. I felt a great pang of sorrow when thinking this blood
was falling to the ground without anyone's hastening to gather it up. I was
resolved to remain in spirit at the foot of the Cross and to receive the divine
dew. I understood I was then to pour it out upon souls… I wanted to give my
Beloved to drink and I felt myself consumed with a thirst for souls."
Behind
the convent walls, her life here on earth was and after her death, her life in
heaven has been dedicated to assisting souls. This “here and hereafter”, allows
us to figure why God seems to be unfair because in being functional, we
frequently forget that there is a life beyond this life.
Many
people work hard. Some hardly work and yet they appear to reap tremendous
rewards. What is worse are how governmental thieves, especially those sworn to
serve the common good, are literally getting away with murder. With impunity,
they rob the poor of what in justice is theirs. Here, if we were to equate
justice with fairness, we will certainly feel cheated in life.
But,
remember the parable of Dives and Lazarus. When Dives died and went away to
hell, Lazarus was feted in the life beyond. Without this hope that God will
right what is wrong in our earthly life, life can be hopeless. Yes, it sounds
politically incorrect because acquiescence might suggest that the oppressed
should accept the status quo when it comes to “injustice”.