Saturday, 28 March 2026
Palm Sunday Year A 2026 (a.k.a. Palm Sunday of the Passion of the Lord)
The Gospel Narrative shows us that one never knows who one’s true friends are until one has no power. Last Sunday, if we were to follow the older liturgy, on account of the Jewish persecution, Jesus went into hiding. The purple coverings of the Cross and the statues demonstrate that from then on, the divinity of Jesus has taken a backseat as His humanity goes on trial.
As Jesus hides His majesty and power, we enter from today on into the silence of Holy Week as we contemplate the mystery of the Man. There are parallels to be observed in both the triumphant entry into Jerusalem and the tragic end there. The Jesus acclaimed will be the Jesus accused. It is He who receives both acclamation and accusation until we realise that it is we, spectators or otherwise, who are the same actors in both these scenes.
Praise is easy. Flattery is even easier. Sin on the other hand is not so easy to discern since we would like to think that “Err, I may be bad but I doubt that I am that bad”. Is this not echoed in the role of the Congregation at the Passion narrative which says, “Not I, Lord, surely?”. When you think about it, “Crucify Him” is not merely an external imperative to be applied unto Jesus. It is not an outside act hurled upon Him. Rather, “Crucify Him” is achieved each time we or more personally “I”, sinned. My sins crucified the Lord.
How we perceive ourselves is not really the point here. How we take responsibility for our actions is. Amidst the shrills of electronic noises, it is not easy to recognise us or rather the “me” as the personal actor. We are constantly distracted that we lose sight of Christ in the centre there. He is there by “my” condemnation.
Yet, He does not run away. Jesus enters into the Passion knowing well what He wants to accomplish, that is, the salvation of sinners. The Suffering Servant embraced His fate willingly. Whereas we may be the fickle crowd which shouted “Hosanna” one minute and “crucify Him” the next. Yet Jesus remained steadfast.
He did not only climb Calvary physically. Rather His faithfulness turned the treacherous ascent into our redemption. The palms in our hands symbolise our desire to worship God and to honour Him. Yet here we are as sinners for we are also the reason that He would die on the Cross for us.
Reflection on ourselves as sinners is not popular these days. Pope John Paul II referred to this as the loss of the sense of sin. Calling ourselves sinners sounds rather negative. Instead what we have promoted is positive theology or thinking. Coupled with the present notion of a moralistic therapeutic deity, God has a function, which is, to make us feel good about ourselves. A therapeutic god’s role is to support our personal aspirations and all a human being is supposed to be, is simply to be good. But what does being good really mean?
For example, does anyone think of pornography as bad? It is prevalent so much so that it is accepted as a part of life. Not a few are addicted and sinning because of pornography and yet hardly anyone discusses it let alone confesses it. Instead, our focus today is always on the hot topics of the day. Social justice or environmental crisis. Not that these are bad concerns in themselves.
The intention is to be good but the lack of a deeper sense of personal culpability can reduce the Palm Sunday liturgy and Holy Week into a religious motion that we go through. Just like the flow from the triumphant wave of the palm to the condemnation of the crucifixion. It comes and goes. But Palm Sunday is not merely Christ suffering. It is Christ suffering because there are sinners to save—you and me. Not the impersonal “we” but the personal “I”.
Christ endured all this to save “me”. In order to appreciate His sacrifice, we must regain the language of sin, the vocabulary of personal responsibility. Otherwise, trapped by the insecure vortex of needing affirmation, we may forget the need to examine our conscience.
Do you know the reason when a person comes for Confession, he starts by telling the priest when the last Confession was? Why is that important? First, it is for the priest to make an assessment. We have people who have not gone for Confession for years and when they confess their sins, they will say one or two sins. Admittedly, some struggle with the fear of going for Confession. I want to affirm the courage for coming. However, stating that a person who has not gone for Confession for a long time confessing one or two sins is not an indication that I want to hear a whole shopping list of sins. Rather a person who has not gone for Confession for 5 years confessing a single sin may be emblematic of an unreflective soul.
Where is the examination of conscience? Never mind that Socrates once said, “A life unexamined is not worth living”. Without a sense of sin, one can become entitled and rather fail to appreciate that Christ suffered on our behalf, yours and mine. Religious practice, if it does not know sin, runs the danger of becoming therapy. A Church without sin is nothing more than a spa. We come to Church so that God can massage our egos.
Today, as Christ enters into His Passion, He invites us to join Him. As we face our beloved Lord, it might be good to feel deep in our hearts the betrayals that we have heaped upon Him. And so as not to hide behind the impersonal “we”, feel the regret and the remorse that it is “my” sins that put Him on the path to Calvary.
Saturday, 12 April 2025
Palm Sunday of the Passion of the Lord Year C 2025
The whole panoply of human reactions is on display this Sunday. The landscape of popularity is simply treacherous. Human loyalty is as fickle as the shifting sand in the desert. The Gospel read at the beginning projects victory. The Passion heard just only is wrapped in pain and sorrow. From hero to zero, Christ was acclaimed only to be condemned.
What then should our response be?
In the face of human treachery, the natural tendency is to react with outrage but the only proper response to it is silence. Holy Week marks the beginning of a powerful silence to allow us to embrace and enter the depth of what Christ would undergo for the salvation of our souls.
The week is heavy and is ordinarily filled with frenetic activities. Flowers to be arranged, statues and images to be veiled, then come Maundy Thursday—the washing of feet and adoration until midnight. Good Friday—Veneration of the Cross and the Easter Vigil—all 9 Readings and baptisms by immersion. There are many things to consider and to be done. Yet this is the week of Mary of Bethany. She sits to contemplate the Lord in His Passion. And the one path that can lead to a profound and prayerful contemplation is silence.
Silence is the language of God’s presence. It is almost like Jesus peeled back the curtain of His divinity so that we can peer behind the scenes to savour His humility at work. He speaks but mostly in silent recesses of our hearts.
It is not a silence of inaction or inactivity. Rather it is a silence which is intentionally slow. One of the foci we should have is our need. Indeed we have so many wants that we can be distracted by them. We eat, entertain, shop and travel believing that all these will make us happy. Or that these activities will complete us. However what we may fail to recognise is that they may hide our real need.
Our need to be saved. There is ugliness and there is a lot of that during this week. Even as we get first-hand experience of treachery at work, still we can be distracted because whatever Christ had to undergo and endure, it was to save us.
The challenge is if we need salvation. Nothing of the treachery makes sense if we do not require salvation. If we have no need of a Saviour, then what Jesus went through was plainly stupid and unnecessary. Perhaps Pope Francis’ primary concern with God’s mercy stems from this truth. God wants so much to save us and mercy is how He reaches out to us. The foremost image for God’s mercy, according to the Pope, is the “Field Hospital”. The Church is the place where wounded and traumatised souls are treated.
Right now, the earthquake in Myanmar is fresh in our memory and the urgency for charitable outreach is also vital. People want to help but as in many disasters today, it has also spawned a modern-day phenomenon for some have developed a taste for what is called “disaster tourism”. Have you watched videos of people who stand around filming a tragedy so that they can have the thrill of being the first to post it on social media? There are some who visit sites of calamities even with the noble intention of helping the victims but nevertheless, they are still driven by a curiosity or a fascination with disasters.
Translate that to a hospital setting. A hospital is meant for those who are sick and need treatment. Any salutary or sanitary setting which is targeted towards those who are not sick is merely cathartic or simply therapeutic. On Friday Bishop came to launch the Perjalanan Salib and I happened to sit next to him and with the new renovation, I can see outside across the street. The crawl sign flashing massage, massage, massage. A massage is therapeutic because it helps to relieve aches and tension. Feeling good is a good feeling but feeling good is not necessarily what we need. In fact, to be good is miles apart from feeling good. To be good is our goal and quite regularly one actually feels bad even as one tries to be good. A good example is to apologise. How often is it that one refuses to apologise (to be good) because it feels lousy for one feels like a loser having to be the first to say, “I am sorry”? Hence, religion or our religious observance is meant to deepen our need for salvation. Our rituals are targeted at highlighting this need. While therapy is good for our mental health and personal growth, it does not guarantee our salvation.
If we have no need of Christ’s salvation, it does not take much for our rituals to become therapeutic treatments which do not really save the soul. A spatreatment only makes us feel good about ourselves and no more.
Silence is therefore unnerving because it penetrates the darkness of our heartsthat are eclipsed by self-will and sin. It is there in our restless hearts that Christ fights to save our souls. The only way we can appreciate His salvation is when we allow the silence to challenge us, challenge our sin and challenge our apathy toward His salvation. Silence is for us to say, “I need you, my Saviour. I need you more than I need air to breathe”.
Sunday, 2 April 2023
Palm Sunday of the Passion of the Lord Year A 2023
The exultant waving of palms to welcome Jesus into Jerusalem marks the beginning of Holy Week—the climax of the liturgical calendar. It might as well be named as “Busy Week”. We can be engrossed by the physical preparations as to forget what “holy” in Holy Week means. We are counting down the final days in the earthly life of Jesus and the spotlight on the bitter passion of the Saviour is meant to evoke in us a profound sorrow for our sins.
Sadly, busy is better because the world is in such a dire straits. For example, collectively, many of the poorer countries appear to be facing a crisis of apocalyptic proportions. Every variation in the weather pattern is now articulated as emanating from climate change. We are repeatedly reminded that island nations will disappear as the sea level is rising. As a consequence of this urgency, the Stations of the Cross have been co-opted into promoting a greater awareness of our ecological obligations. This concern for the future of creation is laudable. However, even if our climate responses are important, they completely miss the mark that Holy Week’s spotlight shines on the Saviour alone.
The focus of Holy Week is to pay attention to the Lord’s Passion. Matthew took great pains to inform the reader that Jesus was the fulfilment of the prophecies of the Old Testament. He even cited quotations that proved Jesus to be the Suffering Servant described by Isaiah. The events leading to the Saviour’s death was a result of His obedience to the will of the Father. In other words, Jesus died on account of the sin of man. He died for you and me.
Somehow this truth does not come across as urgent as we have the more pressing matter of the environment to care about. We are busy trying to save the world ourselves.[1] However, our concern for environmental justice, even though it is compelling, fails to recognise that personal sins are the causes of so many of these ecological missteps we have. As Pope Francis remarked, “our selfish system is motivated by profit at any price”. Perhaps the move to widen the concept of sin to include environmental destruction is a right step. But still what must be stressed is that sin is “selfish” more than it is “structural” or systemic. While it matters that there are unjust structures, what matters more is that I am the sinner.
Personal conversion is the only way out of our environmental mess. The path to interior change is to focus on Jesus. Perhaps one should try watching one of the older movies on the life and death of Jesus. There is less baggage in these dated films as the current offerings tend to be ideological in trying to coax us to pay attention to current issues ailing society. These virtue-signalling movies are inclined to highlight the present “isms” that must be eradicated[2] in the attempt to construct a better world without realising that we are in such a shambles simply because we have ignored the reality of sin, not structural sin but personal sin. We shy from taking responsibility for personal sin because our therapeutic mentality struggles to process guilt. It is easier and more convenient to point to some structures that require changing than recognising that necessary change must begin individually and personally.[3]
The now defunct season of “Passiontide” is indicative of the mood that we should embrace. After declaring “Before Abraham was, I AM”, the crowd wanted to stone Him and so Jesus hid, signifying the retreat of His Divinity. From now on, His humanity is on trial. It is true that He will be scourged on account of our “collective” sins but it takes a paradigm shift to go through Holy Week acutely aware that He died for MY sins. He did not die for our “collective sins” because “collective sins” do not exist on their own except through the contributions of each individual’s personal sins.
At the end of the Holy Week, what is it that we have “accomplished”, if achievement is even a proper word to characterise the culmination of Christ’s Passion, Death and Resurrection? The aim of Holy Week is to deepen the sense that I have been saved from MY sins. His death will not make any sense if I were sinless. This is how profoundly personal the death of Christ is for me. Otherwise, we are merely undergoing therapy. Therapy at best helps us to cope. But Jesus is the Redeemer. He took my sins upon Himself. He is the Saviour and not a therapist. Therapy can change one’s mind but only Jesus Christ can change one’s heart. Focussing on my sins can help me turn to Him who, in the days to come, will be crucified for my sins. My sins, not ours, put Him on the Cross.
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[1] Many of the burning issues, the “cause célèbre” today are centred on righting the wrongs of the past. Hence the push towards DEI. Diversity, Equity and Inclusion.
[2] The underlying message is that you are not good enough to be “included” unless you do these things.
[3] The age of media presence is driven by the need to virtue signal. “Media presence” is possibly a cynical indication of God’s absence. Hence, if what we do is not “seen” by God, then it must be witnessed by men. Therefore this requirement to virtue signal. A good example is Lady Antebellum—a Country singing group whose name seemed to romanticise slavery. They have since changed their name to Lady A which ironically is a name used by a black singer for more than 20 years. Anyway, it was to signal their “woke” credential, broadcasting to the world how “distant” they are from the evil of slavery and white privilege. Since we no longer need God’s blessing (since He is glaringly absent), we will certainly need man’s approval.
Monday, 11 April 2022
Palm Sunday Year C 2022
However, rightly or wrongly, in the amalgamation, what happens is that we seem to dash through the liturgy with barely time or space to savour the silence of helplessness because the mood very quickly takes a dramatic and sensational turn. Beginning with waving palms, jubilantly we enter into Jerusalem but by the time we re-enact the Gospel drama, we are already thick in the Passion of the Lord. Whatever the loss of space or time to stay and watch, our focus is no longer penance but the bitter passion of Christ’s suffering. Passiontide directs our attention to the sorrowful Saviour as He struggles up to Golgotha.
What we have today is the longest Gospel in the liturgical year and it previews what is to come on Good Friday. A sharper focus of what Jesus goes through has already been foretold by Isaiah’s Song of the Suffering Servant. If we were to remove all the details, the entire Passion drama can be abridged into the 2nd Reading. There St Paul’s theology is central to appreciating what God’s Son went through, all for the sake of humanity.
His state was divine but He clung not to His divinity. This is the great paradox that Jesus taught and lived: life is lived fully not by surrendering to our survival instincts and definitely not by self-preservation. It is counter-intuitive that the fullness of life comes when one gives it up so that others can live. Think of a candle that burns. The only way to emit light is through being burnt off. The idea of self-sacrifice is not unfamiliar to us. Many of you work south of the border so that your children can have a better life. The lofty challenge is to lay down one’s life for strangers and not for blood relations.
Self-preservation is the mantra of a post-Christian, post-truth world. The greatest love is supposedly self-love. The true Servant of Love is Jesus who exemplified that true love equals laying down one’s life and the hymn in the Letter to the Philippians reveals the full sacrifice of that love. If we take our inspiration from the 3rd Luminous Mystery where Jesus proclaims the Kingdom of Heaven, what He does in "kenosis", in self-emptying, is to make sure that the Kingdom He came to inaugurate is not an empty slogan but can be recognised in this world.
And yet, we are far from that Kingdom, are we not?
Even as we claim discipleship, conversion has been painfully slow. St Paul’s “incurvatus in se”, translated as “curved inward on oneself” describes the contradiction between good intentions and our inclination to evil deeds. Man is deeply afflicted by concupiscence for even though the Sacrament of Baptism washes away Original Sin, it does not remove our tendency to sin. This impulse is akin to the experience that we cannot “unknow” or “unlearn” what we have come to know and learn. A person who knows how to walk cannot “unknow” walking.
Why is it so difficult to be converted?
The hurried descent from triumph to failure may have robbed us of the opportunity to stay with the Lord. Like Peter, James and John in the Garden falling asleep while Jesus agonised alone, the sudden slide from victory to defeat also lets us off the hook of staying with the Lord in His suffering. We are ill at ease with inaction, that is, doing nothing, because our basic attitude is activism. After all, are we not upwardly mobile? Instead of waiting for the winds to push our sails, we fly into the storm to get to where we want to be. To be productive is to do something because a minute stalled is a minute wasted. Furthermore, we are uncomfortable with sorrow and we shy away from pain because we associate God with a sense of well-being. In our rush through the liturgy, there is no time for silence and sorrow. No space for us to stay with Him and to feel the weight of our sins loaded onto His shoulders.[3]
If the spiritual objective of Lent is renewal, then, as the etymology of the word suggests, it is a springtime for the soul. In fact, the season of spring leaps forth after the passive fallow of winter. Conversion is the fruit of our penitential practices. But it is not guaranteed automatically. Some Catholics who mortify themselves rigorously will discover that the lasting change they long for always remains as elusive as the horizon. Here we may not realise that conversion is most radical in a grateful heart. A thankful heart is more disposed to change. Without gratitude, Christ’s salvation can feel like we are entitled to it and when it comes to accepting that He died for us, without a matching sense of gratitude, we will take salvation for granted and remain where we are, unmoved, unchanged, unreformed.
Gratitude grows from staying with the Lord. The prolonged Passiontide and the entire Holy Week give us ample time and space to accompany the Lord and to deepen the awareness and to savour the gravity that He died for “me”. He sacrificed Himself to take away “my” sins and not the generic He took away “our” sins or that He died for “us”. It is not “we” who hanged Him on the Cross. It is “I” and not “we” who crucified my Lord. It is easier to hide behind the generic “we” but it requires more personal responsibility to acknowledge the “I”.
Sadly, entitled and insulated that we are, “I” want God to stay with “me”. Whereas a conversion of lasting effect is the fruit of keeping close to Jesus. Furthermore, “I” stay with Him not because He needs “me” but because “I” need Him. Especially when “I” want to rid “myself” of sins or grow in the deeper appreciation of how “my” sins crucified my sweet Jesus. The longer I stay and the more intimate I am with Him, the keener will I feel my sinfulness through and through. Like the Publican at the back of the Temple, not daring to look up, beating his breast, I can lament, “Have mercy on me, O Lord, for I am a sinner”.
In the 2nd Reading, St Paul rightly sings of the abasement of Christ. If the fall of Adam is my damnation, then the abnegation of Christ is my salvation. If I have no sins, then, I really have no need of Him which can only mean that salvation is unnecessary and if He did die for me, I will not be able to appreciate it. Just like the Pharisee in the Temple who was not saved because he had no sin.
Finally, we may not have veiled our images as we have been instructed to do it on Holy Thursday. Notwithstanding, just be mindful that these days of inactivity, our sight should be drawn toward the essential work of Christ’s redemption and the price paid for our salvation. In these coming days of silence, let the hymn “Abide with me” play in our minds. More effectively, change the wordings to “Abide with You” to signal that “I intend to stay with You, my Lord, in Your agony in the Garden all the way to Your death on the Cross so that I may rise with You and be freed from the sins that cling to me”.
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[1] Except Stained Glasses, Stations of the Cross and Procession Cross.
[2] Our Lady of Sorrow is now permanently commemorated on 15th Sept, a day after the Exaltation of the Cross. Its trace is found in the alternative Collect for the 5th Week of Lent. “O God, who in this season give your Church the grace to imitate devoutly the Blessed Virgin Mary in contemplating the Passion of Christ, grant, we pray, through her intercession, that we may cling more firmly each day to your Only Begotten Son and come at last to the fullness of his grace”.
[3] What we are comfortable to do is bubble-wrap the notion of God’s presence in safety and security that we often fail to recognise that He is there in our physical, psychological, social, ecological and spiritual pain.
Saturday, 27 March 2021
Palm Sunday of the Passion of the Lord Year B 2021
Today we have two readings from the Gospel of Mark. Palm Sunday is only day in the liturgical cycle with this special feature. But it is not only that. The narrative of the Lord’s Passion is particularly long, and it is recommended that the homily be kept as brief as possible.
The word “proximity” can help us get into the spirit of the Passion. In a recent homily, a link was made that closeness to the sacred is salvific. It may explain the surge of people coming for the services during these most holy days of the Christian calendar. If staying near to Jesus saves, then it is what we ought to do.
The Gospel at the beginning describes Jesus making His triumphant entry into His city, reclaiming the capital, not as a lordly sovereign but rather as a lowly servant, not riding on a steed of war but rather on a beast of burden. Our King is not only meek, but He is soon to be humiliated.
This is the Passion of the Lord and this is the “proximity” we are invited to. Follow Him closely so that we can more deeply appreciate our salvation.
But what have we done?
We have domesticated the Cross, tamed it and turned this compelling badge of belief into an anaemic accessory of adornment. This is inevitable as we have embraced a therapeutic mentality that seems to cling to the crutches of “feeling good”. In a sense, we have reduced “being good” to “feeling good” or therapy. As a result we banish the discomfort that naturally arises from being good or we attempt to eliminate the struggles that comes with the cultivation of moral excellence.
We have forgotten that every endeavour that leads to the Good must somehow involve the Cross. An example to illustrate this is something we all have experienced before: a baby’s teething problem. The pain which is indicative of growth is a good which we, in our fear of suffering will try to eradicate. The basic principle we apply to everything good in which there is pain involved is that we try to get rid of the pain. It means that we want the end result without going through the process of growing. Like the itch which signals that a wound is healing. We want to do away with the itch because we find it difficult to endure the slow progress of healing. In short, banish the process, just jump to the result. We carry this mindset into our religious practices.
But Holy Week requires that we submit to the process. Keep close to Jesus.
The suffering which Jesus undergoes will be excruciating. In the Garden, Jesus begs His Father if He could be spared, not the torture but rather the torment associated with crucifixion. The Cross is one of the most intense instrument of execution fashioned by man. It is designed to inflict optimal bodily harm not in the shortest possible time but stretched to the longest conceivable duration.
The etymology of the word “excruciating” actually brings us back to the cross or the “crux” or “ex cruciare (crucis)”. The taunts, the torments and the tortures are not restricted to Calvary. The cross starts from the get-go. The trial before Pilate with the jeering of the mob, the relentless scourging at the pillar with the soldiers capping a night of tyranny when they fashion a laurel of thorns to mockingly crown Him. The mounting climb must wind through a blood-thirsty swarm of Jerusalem. In the end, the One who survives the disfiguring ascent to Golgotha will be stripped naked and nailed to the Cross.
The next time when we lament that our agony is "excruciating", remember that we are comparing ourselves to the One who hangs on the Tree who is to be shamed by His denudation and as He breathes His last, the loosening bowel leaves nothing to the imagination. The point is that everything is intended for the utter humiliation of He who dies on the Cross.
This entire week, at least until the morning of Holy Saturday is to be filled with the pangs of death. Instead of running away because death is discomfiting, we linger, we stay as we embrace the proximity of redemption.
The nearness to Jesus is NOT a detached indifference on our part. “Not” is the operative word here. We cannot remain uncommitted from our side because we have safely established that salvation history is fundamentally a chronicle of Divine condescension. God called Saul whereas Jesus chose Levi. In other words, God wants to save and He calls out to us, time and again.
We also read of the woman with the haemorrhage who reached out to Jesus to touch the fringe of His cloak. We accept the need to be near to God and even though it might not feel like it, we are like Paul who had mistakenly thought that killing the early Christians was the right way to keep close to God. In the case of Matthew, he readily walked away from his lucrative livelihood at the invitation of the Saviour, which begs the question why. The wealth he had amassed could not fill the emptiness of his hunger for God.
Proximity to the Saviour is our salvation. So, if you are here after an absence, now is a good chance to come nearer to the Redeemer. To cherish Him, we keep a close watch, follow and stay with Him. The liturgy is not designed to make us “feel good”. What we may have done is to reduce it to a love-fest, a kind of therapeutic Woodstock or self-absorbed carnival that “celebrates” God’s care for us. But it cannot be simply a one-sided love to feed our narcissistic appetite to feel good.
It is true that He died for us, but the gate of Jerusalem represents His entrance into the darkness of our fallen world. He enters to triumphantly shine upon it the Light of His grace. If we have not the strength to follow Him in this final act of salvation, at least, stay alert to await Him. Mindful that the palms we held up for blessing earlier are but soulless symbols. We spread not our outer garments but lay for Him the inner garments of our souls graced by the Sacrament of Baptism. Like every process that leads to the good, we are not in control. But, even if you do not feel good, we are certain that salvation is near. To fully grasp His resurrection, we first need to accompany Christ to His death for we will never rise from the dead if we dare not follow Him into the tomb. Echoing His footsteps, we are made partakers of the Cross so that we may also share in His resurrection and His life.
Monday, 6 April 2020
Palm Sunday of the Passion of the Lord 2020
Sunday, 5 May 2019
Palm Sunday of the Passion of the Lord Year C 2019
Though His coming was prophesied by Isaiah, the acclaiming crowd had no idea how He would save the city. In reality, they were expecting a King powerful enough to overthrow the occupying Roman forces.
They were wrong. They may have been clamouring but amid the noise there sits a silence which is almost uncomfortable. This poignant silence is not of hopelessness but rather a silence pregnant with possibilities. In the stillness before Calvary, we recognise the depth of God’s will acting in the life of Jesus. Interestingly, the Lord’s prayer according to Luke (Lk 11:2), makes no mention of “Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven”. Instead, it is inserted into the Passion—“Father, if you are willing, take this cup away from me. Nevertheless,let your will be done, not mine”. He went to the slaughter, not relying on His divinity. Instead, emptied of His divinity, He embrace our death in order that we may regain life eternal.
Perhaps it is no big deal that He should divest Himself of His divinity. For some, it is a fact, maybe a useless fact? For if it meant something, I suppose it could have been more impactful; perhaps evoking a bit more heart-wrenching regret on our part. Someone willingly laid down His life for our sins and naturally, we should, in gratitude, be moved to conversion. For example, the cathedral should be packed to the rafter every Sunday and not just for Holy Week/Easter or Christmas. Every Sunday the congregation should be like at Easter or Christmas. Sadly, closer to the truth is, it may be yet another fact which bears little consequence in the way some of us live, that is, if you judge the way some of us park our cars outside in the taman or honk at a driver who is slow on the way out of cathedral grounds. We have been getting a spate of irate home-owners who shout abuse at our Rela volunteers or the security guard for our inconsiderate parking. If not, some annoyed parishioners will give the Rela volunteers a hard time when exiting the compound.
Why are we unmoved by the sacrifice of Christ?
The answer is perhaps located in our self-sufficiency. We are a people confident of our achievements like “Malaysia Boleh”. We place our trust in the structures of our making. We are constantly tweaking the system to make it more perfect. Is that not why we have “new” this or “new” that with better formula, enhanced capability or improved engineering. And, the wealthier we are, the more secure we feel, the less we worry about salvation. In fact, an unspoken assumption today is that everything human, including our gender, is a social construct—all within our control to manipulate. We are who we want to be and we should be able to create society the way we want it. This is evident by our laws struggling to address this assumption.
The irony is, we, who have everything we need to be happy, we are still unhappy. In this vacuum of unhappiness, our book shelves are crammed with books that does nothing more than to shout the mantra that we are in effect our own saviours. We are saved by our own strength through the frameworks that we design. If only we can find the balance, that would be perfection. Furthermore, if not through structures or frameworks, then through our own efforts. Through self improvement, we should also arrive at perfection, which is another word for salvation. The very notion that someone has to save us definitely defaces the illusion that we are self-made.
Deep down, there is a brokenness over which we have no control and the wholeness we crave remains a Utopian project, a Sisyphean task that points to the need for a Saviour to come. Since we are enamoured of human capacity, He should come from our ranks. But unlike us, He must have the power to save us. So, we need a Saviour not only from within but also from without—a Saviour who is everything like us and yet, He alone has the power to save us from ourselves and to heal the brokenness we are.
If we want to avoid the mere motion of enduring yet another Holy Week, we seal these days with silence so that the gratuity of God’s divine condescension can manifest itself more clearly to us. Jesus did not cling to His equality with God but emptied Himself to assume the condition of a slave. To appreciate this Man and the Saviour, we soak in the drama of a Man who loves us unconditionally; a Man for whom even stones would sing. We give Him time and space so that His suffering which saves may slowly embrace and envelop us, soothing our ache and satisfying our hunger. We embrace a silence which is not devoid of sound but rather a silence which is the absence of noise—both electronic and social media noises—thus giving Him time and space so that our heart will be moved, our spirit contrite and our soul repentant.






